I am loving having Liam in my life. Yes its not always easy but definitely all worth it. Even though I'm not getting much sleep, seeing him in the morning makes it so worth every single moment of not sleeping. He is such a miracle.
The first day we were in the hospital, they had asked if I would potentially want an epidural. I hadn't ultimately wanted to but wanted the option. They told me they would have an anesthesiologist come in.
When the anesthesiologist (lets call him Bob) came in, a range of emotions came in to play. Bob's face was all too familar to me. He was there during my first D&C. He was a very compassionist man and I remember feeling comfortable with him. But seeing his face reminded me of the difficult times we went through. He said he had remembered us as well. It was comforting to see him but at the same time brought back all those emotions. Maybe in a way that was Nathaniel and Grace's way of telling us they were there with us.
Bob was there with us through the tough times and now through the happy times. Maybe he was sent there to complete the circle for us on our long journey.
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