I seem to be doing this a lot these days. After having two miscarriages, I know that every day I have Peanut inside of me is a blessing. I am trying to cherish every single day. But at the same time, I want time to move faster so I know that this baby is safe and my risk of miscarriage is minimal. I so want to get to the 13 week mark. I know that doesn’t guarantee anything but it’s a good start. I also need to be thankful that I’ve made it this far. Sunday marks 11 weeks. I really can’t believe that’s true. Time has been a struggle but looking back it’s going fast.
I just want this baby more than anything. I want to know Peanut is safe. I want to know that this time it is going to work out. If only I had such powers. We see Peanut again on June 30th where I will be 12 weeks 3 days. The day can’t get here fast enough. I want to know that this baby is fine. I’m definitely still feeling pregnant but I want more reassurance. I’ve always said to take “one day at a time”. I think I need to use this motto more than anything right now.
Have a nice weekend ladies! We are going to our friend’s wedding tomorrow. I am wearing a baggier dress to cover my little bump. Even though I want to show it off as I’m so proud of this baby, I know its best right now.
*hugs* I know this feeling all too well. Its so hard to want to take it day by day, but thats what we have to do.
ReplyDeleteI know the feeling, too. I hope time passes quickly for you. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. That first tri is so very tough. I hope the time between now and June 30th goes fast.
ReplyDeleteYes, the days go by so very slowly!
ReplyDeleteI totally get this! I feel the same way. I am simultaneously looking forward to our next OB appointment, and dreading it. Hugs, and hopes that everything continues to go smoothly!
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Boy do I know how you feel!!! Hang in there mama, praying everything continues to go well for you and Peanut!!
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