One Week

Until we get to see Peanut again. Time just can’t move fast enough right now. I want to see this baby again and know everything is still going ok. I want to see how big he/she has gotten. I want to be able to breathe just a little easier know that by the time we see Peanut it will almost be 13 weeks.

I’m still amazed we have made it this far. So many days I never thought this would actually happen to us. I want Peanut to know that he/she is our little miracle and to know how much we wanted him/her before they were even created. I have never wanted anything more – than to be a mother.

I know I just have to get through this week. My hubby and I are going to NH for the weekend so it will be good to get away for a little bit and not think about things.

Can’t wait to see you, Peanut. Oh how loved you already are.

On a side note, my favorite food to eat right now at any time of the day; cucumbers and seasoned rice vinegar. I guess you could say it’s my version of pickles. I’ve always liked this combo but right now I’m a little obsessed with it. The other night at 9:30 I was hungry and thought, ooh, cucumbers and vinegar! I guess it could be worse right?

All - please keep Jo in your prayers. She went to the doctor yesterday and there was no heartbeat. I can’t stop thinking about her this morning. My heart aches knowing what she is going through. This journey we are all on isn’t fair. Please visit her blog and show your support. I'm saying an extra prayer today that she is given comfort during this difficult time.