...to be pregnant and not worry? I admit I was like that with Nathaniel, my first little baby I lost. And to tell you the truth, I don’t remember what it feels like to just think everything is fine. And I know I will never feel that way again with any pregnancy. I wonder why we were all given this difficult path. Why can’t we just endure a relaxed and easy pregnancy?
I started freaking out yesterday morning and again this morning. I’m not feeling as sick as I did the past few days. I almost feel too normal and it freaks me out. I’m hoping it’s just all in my head. I keep reminding myself that every day is going to be different; some days I will feel good and other days I won’t feel good. But I still can’t help but be scared. Monday at 4pm can’t come here fast enough. I need to see that this baby is just fine.
Have any of you experienced feeling crappy one day and not the next and everything turned out just fine? I really need some re-assurance.
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Thinking of you!! I have heard that every pregnancy is different and can show different symptoms.
ReplyDeleteIt is so very common to have symptoms one day and not the next. This happened to me and I absolutely hated it. I will be praying all your symptoms come back full force. Any reassurance during these first 12 weeks helps so very much. I hope your weekend flies by and you see a strong little one on Monday!
ReplyDeletehang in there sending prayers your way.
ReplyDeleteI wonder what it feels like too. I'm right there with you - very nervous. Hoping tomorrow goes well!
ReplyDeleteIt's too bad we can't just enjoy being pregnant. Ignorance truly is bliss! Good luck tomorrow!
ReplyDelete...and even though I can feel Mingo moving all the time, I still use the doppler and ALWAYS check the TP! I won't relax until this baby is safely in my arms!
I have definitely had days like this. *huge hugs* I honestly didn't worry about Jonathan till the bleeding started. I miss that feeling of carefree blissfulness...thinking of you as its 4pm right now. Hoping all is well. *hugs*
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