Monday, March 22, 2010

Starting to Accept

My husband and I did a lot of talking about our game plan for the future this weekend. I made the suggestion of going to talk to our regular OBGYN. She really listens to us and what we have to say and gives good feedback. I felt when I left my appointment on Thursday with the RE that we weren’t given much direction. So my hubby and I are seeing our OBGYN at 4pm today. We have a list of questions to ask her and just want to get her opinion. She has been great through all of this and I think both of us really need her feedback on our next steps.

I did enjoy a nice shopping trip with my mom on Saturday! I love girl time with her and also doing my favorite past time of shopping. It was nice to just get away, even if it was only one hour away and just for the day!

This weekend I think I have come to terms with accepting that they couldn’t find anything even though its difficult. I still don’t know why our two precious babies were taken from us. But I do know that I want to be a mom and I have to overcome my fears as best possible. I have to trust in God that he has a plan for us, even though it’s not the plan I envisioned. I know I was put on the earth to be a mother, and I will continue to fight to make that happen.

Thanks again ladies for all your insight. Knowing you are there definitely makes this journey a little easier.

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