I can’t stop thinking about this little person inside of me. I can’t help but imagine the future with them. I can’t help but look forward to seeing my belly getting bigger. I can’t help but be positive for this little person.
It’s tough right now because I can’t share with the world this pure joy I have inside. I have dealt with so much sadness lately and to be able to have something this wonderful finally happen, I just want to shout from the roof tops.
One person I’m dying to tell – my mom. She is going to be beyond excited. I can see the tears flowing from her eyes now. She has been through a lot dealing with the loss of her mother. She said that maybe Grandma left this world so that a great-grandchild could enter. This news will bring pure joy to her. She has been a constant support to me (along with my dear loving husband) through all my emotions after the miscarriage. To actually be able to share in this joy with her will be amazing. I’m hoping Thursday night we get to share with her and my dad!
I will continue to remember that the headaches I have, the cramping I have, the sleep I just can’t seem to get, and the exhaustion is all because of a beautiful person growing inside and for that I’m grateful.
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