Day 13

…and still no period. I called my doctor this morning as I was freaking out. I feel like I’m ovulating now but what about not having a period?

My doctor decided that the little bit of brown spotting I had two days after I stopped taking the medicine she would classify as my period. I’m still not convinced but am trying to trust her. So with that I am hoping to get in on Thursday for a sonohystogram. She is on call that day, so if a baby decides to be born, I’m SOL. Since it took me so long to call as I didn’t think it was my period, Thursday is day 14 of the 5-14 day window after my period that I can have this test done. I’m praying no babies want to be born.

I will admit I’m scared. I don’t want her to find anything. I want it to be something in my blood. Now since this cycle was all messed up, I have to wait to get my blood taken on my next cycle which I’m afraid is going to happen on our trip. I’m wondering when I will feel normal again and when all of these will be figured out.