We all have bad days right – well today is one of them for me. The past few nights I haven’t slept much at all. Last night I was able to sleep 3am-6am and that’s about it. Lack of sleep is making me all emotional today. I can’t seem to stop crying. I guess I haven’t cried much lately so I’m getting it all out now. I’ve been cramping all day but still no period. I feel like once I get my period I will feel better. I know the days before it comes I can’t sleep well.
My husband convinced me to take tomorrow morning off from work. I’ve told him I feel like the Energizer Bunny that just keeps going and going. Well I think I’m in need of recharging. I can only go for so long. I’m taking the morning off to sleep and just relax. I know I need it but sometimes it’s hard for me to stop. I feel like if I keep going the pain won’t hurt so much. I feel I need to be strong and don’t want to ask for anyone’s help; that I can do it on my own. My husband has been supportive and has been offering me help and I keep turning him down. For that I feel guilty because I know he is doing it out of love. My mind set right now is oh, you can do it all on your own Amy. I feel like I need to be strong for myself and for these angels. Life is very frustrating these days.
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