This progesterone pill I’m taking has kicked in today officially with enough side effects to make me feel crappy and not like myself. I’ve been on it for exactly a week now. I feel like I’m in “the zone” or something.
My body is beyond tired right now. I haven’t slept probably more than 3 hours a night in the past week. I’m so exhausted but just can’t sleep. I even took a sleep pill the other night and that didn’t work. I feel like I sleep for about 20 minutes and then I’m up again. One word I was feeling last night while trying to get to sleep: FRUSTRATED.
I have definitely had emotions all over the place these past few days. Today, all I want to do is cry. Yesterday, I had so much tension while driving (my husband would agree with that). My anxiety levels are all over the place. I get anxious over the most meaningless things.
I have been cramping on and off yesterday and this morning. This morning I found some discharge and didn’t know if this was normal or not. I’m not done taking my medicine till next Wednesday. I called my doctor and she said it is normal to have a little bit of spotting. Makes me feel a little better.
I just plain feel like crap. Only one more week of taking this – I know I can do it I’m just feeling crappy and want to feel like a normal person again.
I just don’t know how much more my body can physically handle or how much more I can emotionally handle.
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