My Ring

My ring was finally ready and able to pick up on Thursday. I love it. The ruby is July for Nathaniel and the blue topaz is December for Grace. I decided on using the stone of the month that they passed away. This was the month we got to see them on the ultrasound. This was the month we knew they were real. I have their names engraved on the inside.

I'm so glad to finally have my ring - to be able to wear something daily that is my way of remembering my angels; my way of honoring them.

Still waiting for my period - and I'm not patient anymore. I just want it to come so that I can take the blood test and the sonohystogram. I want answers. I want a way to fix the problem. I want to be a mother. I hate being in limbo wondering what the hell is going on. I'm frustrated. This will all get better right?