I finished my last dosage of medicine yesterday. I now wait for my stupid period to come. I want it to come so that we can start the next steps in figuring out what is going on but at the same time I know it’s going to be heavy and make me feel miserable. I remember what it was like after my 1st D & C. I can only imagine what it will be like after this one since I’ve been on progesterone and estrogen to thicken the lining of my uterus. It amazes me what I will put myself through in order to have a baby. All the pain in the world seems worth it these days and I hate pain. My desire to be a mother outweighs all the pain. I know it’s worth it now and I know it will be worth it when one day I hold my own child in my arms.
So period – come because I’m ready. I want to proceed to the next step. The next step: blood work on CD3. Oh how I love needles….
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